So, I finally built my first PC. And like any reasonable ADHD person starting a hobby, I went way overboard. My intention was to use this machine mainly for gaming. In terms of components I installed,:

• Case - Fractal North
• CPU - Ryzen 7800X3D
• GPU - Gigabyte Aero Geforce 5080 OC
• Motherboard - MAG X670e Tomahawk Wifi
• AIO - BeQuiet! Pure Loop 3
• RAM - 64gb Crucial Pro DDR5 6000MHz
• PSU - BeQuiet! Dark Power 13 1200W

It turned out very nicely, and has run basically every game that I've thrown at it pretty nicely. I consider myself somewhat of a Windows hater, so I actually ended up throwing Omarchy on it, which has worked like a charm. I still use my Macbook for most of my day-to-day work but I have been enjoying my chats with claude, learning hyprland, etc.

I've finally hit my reading goal for the first time in years. While 30 books may not feel like a lot to the avid reader, it is somewhat of an accomplishment for me. Throughout the course of the year I've spent a lot of time in tracking apps, trying to make sure I was accurately capturing my time spent reading. None of the existing apps truly felt like they suited my needs.

Goodreads was too, well, Amazon. Fable just… not my thing. Storybook was too graph/stats heavy with too much friction towards the main goal (tracking books) and Margins too AI focused. Most all that I tried left something to be desired user experience and performance wise.

I've never really had a true side project besides this blog, which upon further reflection is very anti-cool-dev of me. But I guess I truly hadn't had the itch to scratch until now.

It's pretty clear, even to the average consumer who doesn't write code, that the world of AI has changed software development in a way few people could have predicted. I think every software developer at some point within the last 4 months has been asked if they are afraid for the future of their career.

When I first downloaded Cursor, the most useful part was the tab completions, which at the time felt like a significant productivity boost. Since then, tools like Claude Code have come around and completely changed the way I go about development.

Would you believe it's been nearly a year since moving to Bloomington? I can barely believe it. I feel like a lot has happened in the past year, more than other years that have passed.

I think when you struggle with depression and anxiety, it can be really easy to sort of write off your experience and let your brain convince you that you don't really accomplish all that much. I'd like to stop letting my brain make me think that.

When I moved into my current home, one of the biggest draws was the fact that there was a backyard. If you know me at all, you know my dog Moose is basically my life. He's the reason I go outside, hike, and touch grass. You may be able to guess where I am going with this, but Andrea and I were both really excited to have an outdoor space that we could call our own.

Do you ever wonder why you want to do things, but just end up stuck? Why you have this desire to be creative, and to do difficult and cool things and never follow through? Or is that just me?

This past year (2024) I spent the first 7 months writing about what I was doing, and actively working on my health, fitness, and learning goals. Then August rolled around, I moved, my mom had a health scare, and I couldn't seem to get myself back on track.

I often wonder about what makes some people's habits and will-power more resilient. Why is it, that when they get hit with road blocks, they jump at the next opportunity to get back on track, but my brain tells me it's pointless? That I'll just fall off again?

Don’t waste four hours like I did 😭. If you're using a private package off of an NPM paid account, you need to specify the registry value in your .npmrc. The generated one won't work.

The more ya know.

Well, it’s been a few months now, hasn’t it? The past few have been nothing short of utterly chaotic.

At the beginning of August, my mom ended up in the hospital for eight days and was susequently diagnosed with Myasthenia Gravis, a rare autoimmune disorder where your body attacks your muscles at the point that they recieve nerve impulses.

She had a myasthenic crisis, which had landed her in the hopsital. It was utterly terrifying, but she is doing better now. Needless to say, it’s been a wild few months and I fell way behind.

Last Friday I moved out of my apartment in D.C. I have known I was moving since last March, so it shouldn't have come as a shock, but still, I find myself caught off guard by the things that I've been feeling since then.

If you know me, you know that I am an introvert. I spend a lot of my time doing things alone. And for the most part, I like it that way. I walk my dog, listen to audiobooks, read, watch TV, or write code. But the thing is, it didn't used to be this way.

Growing up, I was heavily involved in team sports. If you've read some of my monthly rewind posts, you can probably tell that I still love soccer, and carve out time to watch it (on a minimum) every weekend. This part of my life was almost forced social interaction. It was draining, but I loved the soccer aspect so much that it was draining in a good way. I played literally from age five, up until my sophomore year of college when I was permanently sidelined by ankle problems.

Rhode Island. For the end of May/beginning of June, I was in Rhode Island. I went on a few hikes, and started teaching Moose how to hang out on a paddle board. I had a great time!

D.C. Pride. This year’s pride parade was a blast! They changed up the route this year (likely in preparation for World Pride next year), thus it felt different than the past three we have been to. But nonetheless, a fun time.

I am burnt out.

Admittedly, I am happy. I am spending more time outside, I am working out consistently, I have been reading more books, and I am doing all the things that science says a functional human should do.

But here’s the kicker -- I’m bored.

This is so very delayed and for that I am sorry! I was traveling again at the very end of the month and it completely slipped my mind.

So here I present May, a sports filled month of sports.

My Beloved Crew. I went out to Columbus again to watch my team play our bitter rivals from Kentucky (Cincinnati 🙄). It was my first “Hell is Real” rivalry match, and we lost at home for the first time. Maybe I should have stayed home, lol.

And with that, April is all wrapped up. A busy month for sure, but with our upcoming move, it's bound to be even more busy up until that point.

A (99% Total) Eclipse of the Heart. Andrea and I went to my family's house in Ohio to view the eclipse. We got a sick view, and even sicker glasses. Space is cool as shit.

Let me start this off by saying that I am not formally diagnosed with ADHD. I’ve had symptoms all my life, and my Dad and brother have both been formally diagnosed and medicated for it. I was your typical presentation in girls, so my parents had a hard time recognizing that I had it too. I have given myself a self-diagnosis.

High school was easy. I put little to no effort into my school work, finished homework while in class and made it out with all A’s and high honors. College was a completely different story. I struggled because I never learned how to study. I found myself completely distracted in large lecture halls, unable to focus on the task at hand. I went through bouts of depression and anxiety over trying to maintain the same level of success that my classmates seemed to achieve with the same amount of effort.

March utterly flew by and honestly I feel like I haven’t had a second to catch my breath. I had a lot going on, so we will jump right to it.

My partner and I started the month by going on a mini Midwest college tour. She applied to grad school in Psychology this cycle, and got into a few schools. We toured all them but ultimately, Indiana University was the best fit for our little family.

Go Hoosiers!

For those who may live on under a rock, the US House of Reps voted overwhelmingly in favor of a bill last week that would require the parent company of TikTok, ByteDance, to sell the company or face a ban in the United States.

As a regular user of the app and someone skeptical of large organizations with access to extreme amounts of user data, I have mixed feelings on this.

I was born in the late 90’s. I got to watch the after effects of the dot-com boom, and the explosion of the internet played a key role in my childhood. I got a Facebook account way too early because I wanted to play FarmVille with my Mom. In 6th grade I got a Snapchat, and made videos on Youtube before I understood that the internet is forever.

I am in a constant battle with my brain to do the bare minimum. Brush my teeth? Battle. Shower? Battle. Exercise? Battle. Make lunch? Battle.

My existence as a person with ADHD isn’t inherently harder than those without. It’s just a different kind of struggle.

For instance, you sit me in front of broken code and I will debug and optimize for hours on end. I’ll forget to eat, drink, do anything other than the thing I am hyper focused on. But ask me to do the laundry within a reasonable timeframe? Not going to happen.

I'm beginning a part of my life where I am about to be very busy for the next upcoming months. My long time partner has been accepted to a Ph.D. program, and I am beyond excited for her.

However, that meant we spent the end of February and beginning of March traveling around the midwest visiting schools. Thus, I've been unable to get out this update. So anyways, here it is. Better late than never!

I started and finished the following video games:

If you read my article about my reasons for moving my site[^1], you know that one of the habits I am trying to create for 2024 is to create more and consume less. One of the actions I’ve taken is subscribing to RSS feeds that I care about, instead of mindlessly scrolling news feeds on twitter, Apple News, etc.

I haven’t missed that habit, and it really has limited the amount of stupid things that I find myself sucked into reading.

When I try to build habits that revolve around _not doing certain things_, the best way to deter those actions is to build friction around it. Using an RSS reader has been some of the friction I’ve introduced.

In an effort to keep my new writing and creating habit going, I am going to attempt to do a ‘wrap up’ at the end of the each month. Without further ado, here is what happened in January.

In case you’ve not seen, I’ve moved from my previous domain, emmacampbell.dev, to this new domain spooky.blog. With moving, I have

• migrated my content
• built a book tracker
• started planning a RSS feed

At the beginning of January I decided to hell with resolutions. Many people will look at that statement and think something along the lines of “What? Why?”, so here is what I am thinking.

Many people hit January 1st and decide that they are going to change everything about their lives. And most of those many people will fail. There’s a couple reasons that I can think of to explain that.

The first is that it simply isn’t sustainable in the long term. You’ll start of doing everything right, but after a few days you’re going to burn out. There’s a lot of reasons as to why this is. If you’re anything like me, it probably has to do with your will power. It will wax and wane over time.

Everyone and their mothers always makes a goal to read more books at the start of every given year. Last year, I read more than I hoped, but on the previous version of my site had a tracker that was pretty tedious to use.

I want to display my book reading superiority so that everyone can see (a not-so-humble brag, if you will).

In the past I’ve used Goodreads to track all of my books. However, Goodreads deprecated their developer program a while back so if you don’t have an existing token you’re shit out of luck.

Like all web developers I have a plethora of owned domains saved for a rainy day. One of those domains -- spooklore.com has really spoken to me.

You may wonder why.

I was recently promoted at [Hugo Health](https://hugo.health) from Software Engineer I (the equivalent of a junior-level position at the company) to Software Engineer II. Being a part of a small startup has allowed me to grow and become more knowledgable

quicker than I could have ever imagined, but the days of imposter syndrome still loom and it's honestly difficult to

overcome the feeling that you do not have the knowledge needed to tackle the problems presented to you. I find myself

In my time at Hugo Health, when I am not working on data operations and scaling, I have been helping to facilitate a major refactor of our systems. A huge part of this is the way that we manage our packages.

Admittedly, the way we used to do things was a bit of a mess. Most everyone there would probably agree with that sentiment. So, we decided to change things up. We had a few things we wanted to accomplish with these changes.

1. We wanted human readable descriptions of the changes made to each project, but we didn't want too add to much extra effort into commiting these changes.
2. We wanted to add Semantic Versioning. Semantic Versioning allows you to know at a glance what sort of changes the update contains.
   1. Patch - Backwards compatible bug fix
   2. Minor - Backwards compatible functionality
   3. Major - Incompatible changes

If you've ever viewed an article on Medium, you'll notice that the preview gives an estimated "read time". This feature is easily to implement using the reading-time node package and our existing contentlayer configuration. Begin by installing reading-time.

We will add reading time by adding a new computed field to our post model and defining the type for ReadingTime.

We previously kept our type definitions in /content/defintions. Create a new file reading-time.ts and then use contentlayer's defineNestedType to create the new type.

Adding metrics to a post is both a fun coding challenge as well as a nice to have. We are going to utilize a PlanetScale database, which has a generous "Hobby" plan. This plan includes

• 5 GB of storage
• 1 billion row reads per month
• 10 million row writes per month
• 1 production branch
• 1 development branch

While the digital world around us moves onward and upward into the 21st century, the healthcare space is seemingly stuck. This past year I moved, and had to have ankle surgery for a chronic injury that I had spent the last 12 years dealing with in three different states.

To prepare for my appointment with my surgeon, I was tasked with collecting all imaging (x-rays, MRIs, and CTs) along with their corresponding notes, as well as surgical notes for my past two failed procedures. In a world where I can email my absentee ballot registration to my local voter registrar, I had to collect disks and physical paper reports to hand over to my new surgical team. It was a painful process, full of back and forths and waiting on snail-mail. All in all it took over a month to get everything together.

Previously, we talked through the choices behind the tech stack used to build my developer blog. The step towards building a functional blog is wiring up contentlayer, an SDK for transforming unstructured content into type-safe json data structures. Contentlayer is a breeze to use, but in case you're stuck, here is how I set it up.

Installing contentlayer is a fairly straighforward process.

Begin by adding contentlayer and next-contentlayer to your project.

Almost every developer dreams of creating a stylish and functional blog for sharing their journeys about learning in tech. I want to quickly talk through my design choices for the beginning stages of building my own blog.

The key part to this all working nicely is being able to manage content well. As a developer who's already familiar with markdown, the next logical step would be using MDX to write all content.

MDX is a framework that allows you to use Markdown style markup in tandem with JSX (React) components. The concept allows for a more interactive style blogging as you can include JS powered components in your own articles (like code examples that you can edit and run in real time).